Lately I have had an overwhelming urge to scream, "Look at me, look at me!!!!"
I think I need attention. I may even be a bit of an attention whore. I think that is why I was in my last relationship. Even though it was never physical and he made me wait endlessly for him to show up and then he would call and cancel or stand me up, he wrote me emails mostly all day long. It was strange because the emails were kind of boring or annoying, I liked that someone was thinking of me. He still emails me, once a day. I don't answer anymore. I guess we all need attention. And hugs. We all need hugs. I need daily hugs and mostly never get them. I think I am hug deprived and it makes me feel out of sorts. I am sure there has been a study on it.
